Thursday, 16 July 2009IncenseOk, this thing to me is bloody bloody serious and catastrophic.u may think that i'm just stupid, or too superstitious but to me, this is concerning my safety. My mum just turned christian a few months ago and my dad, who has no religion and likes to refute and oppose my mum, started to burn incense, in random numbers (the number of incense matters alot) and then going all around the house bowing and praying to the air. he purposely does this to spike my mum to make her angry, and yes i know this is childish and foolish, i think its just men's PMS. and then he just puts the burning incense in a small little flower pot at the corridor and left it to feud for itself. it has been going on for a long long time and i have noticed that i'm starting to feel the effects. my health has been going down hill and i feel sleepy just everywhere, i have not much appetite and feel lethargic all day. my mum has been suffering too, her insomnia has been getting worse. i just feel like i'm living with more and more people as time goes by. i know that they are there but just pretend not to know cause that would definitely get me into trouble, which i am in some now already. what he is doing, is not praying, nor worship, but he is praying to nothing. like if u really pray to something or someone like a god or goddess or a deity then its ok. but if u're praying to nothing, like my dad, the spirits will be attracted because they survive on the incense too, so my dad is practically feeding them three meals a day, which definitely won't leave my house like stray cats looking for lodging. so what should i do ? i can't talk him round, cause i don't really bother cause i'm not talking to him anymore. if anything happens to me or my mum or my brother, that coward better answer to it. he actually does something so stupid to spike us and put us in such danger for that sake, he does not feel anything cause he is just so bitching dense but i'm feeling every single thing and its affecting my bloody life. i can't even breathe now. why do i have such a father ? we can't choose our fathers, if i have a choice, i'd rather not have one. posted by gabrielleteng at
22:13 0 Comments Tuesday, 14 July 2009NobodyOh i just love this song !!! but korean lyrics are much harder to master than japanese ones but will try to listen more and remember ;) and really wanna learn the dance !!!NOBODY You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change. **I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo I want nobody nobody nobody nobody nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni nal wihae geureotan geu mal neon bujokhadaneun geu mal ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae REPEAT ** 2x nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo nal wihae geureotan geu mal neon bujokhadaneun geu malmari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae REPEAT ** 2x I don't want nobody body body. I don't want nobody body naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~ REPEAT ** 2xRAP) Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae Why do you push me away. I don't want nobody nobody Nobody nobody but you posted by gabrielleteng at
22:38 0 Comments Thursday, 9 July 2009ResultsI HAVE NO IDEA WHY MY SCHOOL IS LIKE THIS.we cannot take back out exam slips after we get the results because its the school's 'policy'. because seniors will sell the mst papers to juniors. which is like fucking crap cause they are just making up an excuse to be lazy not to reset the papers. can't they set new papers everytime mst comes around ? they are just bloody lazy. bloody asshole fucking shit crap lah. how can we learn from the mistakes when they only take one hour to go through the bloody paper and we'll never be able to see it again. i did bloody shiting bad for the papers: Analytical and Physical Chemistry 28.5/50 where i have a friend who got full marks. FULL MARKS FOR BLOODY SAKE. Mathematics A 21.5/50 this i am not upset at all. i hate it always. so what if i fail ? i fucking hate maths. Anatomy and Physiology 37/50 this is bloody fucking. i wanted to get a 40 something cause i study so freaking hard i studied night and day for two bloody weeks yet i get this bullshit. BULLSHIT. still no revealed have immunology, biosystems and biomolecules. don't know when they are going to let us know. SPFU lah. posted by gabrielleteng at
17:45 0 Comments Friday, 3 July 2009ApartThis is a song written by a girl that contacted an incurable disease and during the very last of her journey she wrote this song for her boyfriend. Extremely touching. I think i wanna use this for the choir audition. 最后一次 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 先走了 去了好远的地方 不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易生死由天决定 不要太伤心 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 here's the link: Please go and watch ok ? its super super touching, i cried my eyes out. So, please cherish everyone and everything that you have now. oh i'm crying like shit. posted by gabrielleteng at
21:59 0 Comments Thursday, 2 July 2009ExhilaratingOh i feel so damn good !!!THE BLOODY EXAMS ARE OVER !!! even if i do badly, which i think i would, would be ignored. its over, the pain is over. woots. haven't blogged for the past duno how long cause need to study, everyday sleep at one or two something and wake at six thirty. but those bloody days are over !!! slacking days are here. studying is a trauma to the brain. posted by gabrielleteng at
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