Thursday, 16 July 2009IncenseOk, this thing to me is bloody bloody serious and catastrophic.u may think that i'm just stupid, or too superstitious but to me, this is concerning my safety. My mum just turned christian a few months ago and my dad, who has no religion and likes to refute and oppose my mum, started to burn incense, in random numbers (the number of incense matters alot) and then going all around the house bowing and praying to the air. he purposely does this to spike my mum to make her angry, and yes i know this is childish and foolish, i think its just men's PMS. and then he just puts the burning incense in a small little flower pot at the corridor and left it to feud for itself. it has been going on for a long long time and i have noticed that i'm starting to feel the effects. my health has been going down hill and i feel sleepy just everywhere, i have not much appetite and feel lethargic all day. my mum has been suffering too, her insomnia has been getting worse. i just feel like i'm living with more and more people as time goes by. i know that they are there but just pretend not to know cause that would definitely get me into trouble, which i am in some now already. what he is doing, is not praying, nor worship, but he is praying to nothing. like if u really pray to something or someone like a god or goddess or a deity then its ok. but if u're praying to nothing, like my dad, the spirits will be attracted because they survive on the incense too, so my dad is practically feeding them three meals a day, which definitely won't leave my house like stray cats looking for lodging. so what should i do ? i can't talk him round, cause i don't really bother cause i'm not talking to him anymore. if anything happens to me or my mum or my brother, that coward better answer to it. he actually does something so stupid to spike us and put us in such danger for that sake, he does not feel anything cause he is just so bitching dense but i'm feeling every single thing and its affecting my bloody life. i can't even breathe now. why do i have such a father ? we can't choose our fathers, if i have a choice, i'd rather not have one. posted by gabrielleteng at
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