Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Reap

Great Singapore Sale is here!!! Okies, bought stuff, omg first time i'm buying cosmetics by myself. Oh that's so noob. ok what ever...
Went Bishan to do the HME, Health Mapping Exercise, and learnt how to measure height, weight and BP, to tackle difficult residents. After that went shopping at Bugis, but before that bought a top at Cotton On, no pic here cause its just a simple and ...just simple long sleeve rounded neck top, so no need to show show.
Ok after that reached Bugis and waited for Onee-chan as she took sometime to come down from Boon Lay. And we went...Bugis, and she bought a bag, a harversack and we went OG to shop for cosmetics that i am desperately in need of. And i bought these:



Foundation from Loreal, two cakes and two sponge and one very pretty box, at $34.90, Onee-chan says its quite a bargain, then so be it then. Look at Mabelline, Revlon, and all the foundation there but there boxes are so plain and ugly and i like this very very much! Thanks Onee-chan !

Opened up, a huge mirror and all the usual stuff but i really like the print on the powder... and am so happy that actually bought a foundation by myself!!! my trip there, with Onee-chan of couse, my own money haha it feels great. Got home immediately chucked the old one out, can you imagine? Using for like, 3 - 5 years already, oh i lost count but its super old and has this smell that i hate :(


Supermicro on the print, sorry ppl, please tilt your head for this one, can't seem to get the right one up there. haha.



Eyeliner, at $17.90, after 20% discount, which i am totally ignorant of until i got the receipt, is $14.30. Liquid one, see Cyn use it like so nice i also want haha.
So its the end but will shop again, i think this time for shoes and clothes already, or maybe facemasks. And thank you onee chan for accompanying me for this trip, or i'll be buying all the wrong stuff !!! love u, kisses. may we shop together again. What about night shopping ?

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Saturday, 6 June 2009

Vision

I had a vision the other day while having lunch with Daph and the rest. I was resting my head and sleeping when i saw this picture.

I was in a dark room and there was a entrance, made of bamboo and i can't look through the other side cause it was all too dark. The morning sun hardly poured into the room and i was small, like maybe a little girl then. The setting looked like that kind of place you would see in a chinese ancient drama, all the bamboo furnishings and the blue drapery at the entrance, i remember it was blue fabric with little white flowers. The place was poorly furinished and it seems to me that it smelt like mould (although i didn't smell anything, i mean, i'm at the foodcourt).

And then i felt that someone was holding my hand and she,which i knew instinctively, was my mum. But not this mum, i mean not the mum i am living with now, but another mum. I don't know how to put it but it just feels like a mother but its not my mother which i am presently residing with now in this lifetime.

The atmosphere was very tense and all i could feel is that there is someone over at the other side of the room, through that bamboo entrance looking at me, more of scanning actually. This 'mum' was feeling sad and i had an amazing thought jammed into my mind that i would never ever think about :

I WAS GOING TO BE SOLD AWAY

That 'mum' was trying to sell me away, and i was only a little girl. 'I' was feeling sad too but 'I' know that this is the best for us because its the only way my family could improve their lives. When i woke up i was like 0_0 cause what i felt and smelt and saw was all so real.

So daph thought that that was my previous life. OMG. I was so poor thing, at the most i could only become a maid in someone else's house and remain as that all my life. So, i need the rest of the story. I'm going to think so hard about it tonight and hope it gets into my dreams.

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Wrathful

Projects. I hate projects, group work to be exact. Not all the tedious and excruxiating nights i need to toil but the unfairness. Am I really fated to this ? There is always such unequal distribution of work, and i need to worry about the assignment when the leader don't even care ?

Seriously, i think i can't work with these people that don't give a damn about this kinda thing. You even needed me to ask you where is the missing part of the assignment ? What kind of leader are you ? Need the members to worry about the assembly of the assignment ? All the font size, the wording, heading, underlining, bolding, right oriented or centre piece, you need me to worry about all that when i'm only a member ? You didn't even send me the final piece to let us see the essence of our hard work. All you need to do is just to collect and complie the parts all together, put our names on it and make it look presentable. Somebody allocated the work for you, and all the members are all disciplined enough to finish their work on time.

What do i need you for ? i don't care how much you got for your O levels, how good your grades are, how better they are to mine, but if you can't even finish such a simple thing, you are not fit to be in my group. Don't be a burden. If you don't know, why can't you ask us ? There are so many people there, you could have asked anyone if you are not able to do anything. I went through your work, actually i marked it and i found so many errors. Your vocabulary range is so limited.

I admit i am very demanding in project work, anything kind of work actually as long as i want to do it. To me all these things are very basic, paying attention to details is my focus. All must be perfect. When i do projects i never let my members worry about anything, and i'm not the leader.

Because of this, i end up doing alot, or almost everything which i find the product satisfying. I still put their names up there for God's sake and my friend just said that i should just put my own name on it and that's it. I still put up with it just that i don't work with them anymore cause i think i'll just die just editing their work, eh no, there was no work for me to edit, all are rubbish.

I really wonder how are they going to do projects with other people but as long as its not me then its okay. Bless you all. May you learn and change.

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Memoirs

Dug up a blog post that i had written in Friendster and putting it into facebook. I'm very proud of this post as I don't think i can write this well anymore. Its a really emo post so don't read if you are emo already.

今天在路口遇见你和几个朋友在一起
你没有看见我但你其中一个朋友认出了我
你转头看我的那刹那我低下了头
装作在和朋友们说话
我发现我无法正眼看着你
虽然昨天在礼堂我们双目交接
我们都愣了一下
幸好她不在
我康复了
花了前前后后六个多月
前两个月在哭泣
再两个月来恨你
再一个月又二十九天来铲除我对你所有的爱
最后的今天来思念你
做出最后一次的思念
明天是我的生日
你知道吗
如果你知道的话
你会带着你以往那灿烂的微笑来对我说生日快乐吗
即使你知道的话
拜托你不要那样做
不要你把我刚整理好的情绪弄乱
不要唤起那段甜蜜又心酸的回忆
今天看见你的背影
发现你长高了
肩膀长宽了
想象她躺在你那宽厚的胸膛上那幸福的样子
祝福你们
我现在能做的
只有祝福你们了
今晚的枕头又要湿了

EMO. Get over it.

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Tuesday, 2 June 2009

Requiem

ok i don't know what the hell that means.

has been such a long time since i have blogged, just look at the date of the last post...

typical day today, went for school at 8, had a new chem teacher that taught quite well actually and learnt that when counting charge, need to include the number in front. then maths excel class that practically taught something that is just so crazy, i mean, they teach us how to make partial fractions but didn't teach us how to solve. and today he spoke as if we knew how to solve trillions of years ago.

then later went to library to do PBL with alot of people and somehow scraped through my part of the problem. later then went to aunt's place to collect my specs. i look horrible in them but at least i can see better with it. took a long time to get home yeah. and on the 187 bus got one guy omg his BO is so severe that i could hardly breathe sitting beside him. and he sniffs like as if he has asthma or something. terrible. terrible odour.

and all the assignments weighing me down, really puts me in a spot.

CHEM REPORT (week 11, KF)
PBL (after week 11, with a whole lot of people)
IMMUNO REPORT (me, cyn, daph, sureh, jo)
IMMUNO ARTICLE ASSIGNMENT (week 11, i think, with duno who)
A & P ASSIGNMENT (this fri, with sher)

and plus all the MST tests...oh bless me. and my back's aching like crazy.

supposed to meet aris tomorrow to teach me partial fractions, hope i could make it. and security talk at 3 something...waste of time.

AND GSS !!! anybody interested to go shop ??? i need someone to shop with me!!! i need ton lot of stuff.

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