Saturday, 6 June 2009

Vision

I had a vision the other day while having lunch with Daph and the rest. I was resting my head and sleeping when i saw this picture.

I was in a dark room and there was a entrance, made of bamboo and i can't look through the other side cause it was all too dark. The morning sun hardly poured into the room and i was small, like maybe a little girl then. The setting looked like that kind of place you would see in a chinese ancient drama, all the bamboo furnishings and the blue drapery at the entrance, i remember it was blue fabric with little white flowers. The place was poorly furinished and it seems to me that it smelt like mould (although i didn't smell anything, i mean, i'm at the foodcourt).

And then i felt that someone was holding my hand and she,which i knew instinctively, was my mum. But not this mum, i mean not the mum i am living with now, but another mum. I don't know how to put it but it just feels like a mother but its not my mother which i am presently residing with now in this lifetime.

The atmosphere was very tense and all i could feel is that there is someone over at the other side of the room, through that bamboo entrance looking at me, more of scanning actually. This 'mum' was feeling sad and i had an amazing thought jammed into my mind that i would never ever think about :

I WAS GOING TO BE SOLD AWAY

That 'mum' was trying to sell me away, and i was only a little girl. 'I' was feeling sad too but 'I' know that this is the best for us because its the only way my family could improve their lives. When i woke up i was like 0_0 cause what i felt and smelt and saw was all so real.

So daph thought that that was my previous life. OMG. I was so poor thing, at the most i could only become a maid in someone else's house and remain as that all my life. So, i need the rest of the story. I'm going to think so hard about it tonight and hope it gets into my dreams.

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